Friday.... te kichu korar thakena.. Circuit er Grade tao painai...
kichu korte icha o kortesenna.. nije theke....
keu miscl dey na.... amar o ichha o hoena...
E shob kichur jon mon ta ektu kharap..
A paite paite paite.. Finally
B+ peye gelam. Shittt!!! 4 out of 4 pawa r holona.. 1st smester e...
mon jototona kharap tar chaite mejajta ottadhik porimane beshi kharap hoye ase.kochu.life na aro kisu.ekta joghonno life.sucks to my this fricky life.l wish l wish l wish l could restart or repair my life totally differently.vallagena.
ami janina ami amar ei faltu jibon niye ki korbo.. koto koto shopno dekhsi but reality te shob e faltu. ei karonei ami ekta faltu. hatte hatte ami shopno dekhte thaki. kothao gele, karo shathe kotha bolte geleo kothar majhe haray jai. porashonar thik thikana nai.
next yr a bachelors degree paoar kotha, hobe na.. kibhabe hobe? ei bhabe cholle karo hoy kichu? na hoy na.
afsos kori.. kintu dirghoshash ekhono felacchina. aro koto kichu dekhte hobe ei jibone. unless amake kono ek shomoy allah tule niye jay. kintu mone hoyna eto tara tari chole jabo.. janina. bhoy kore.
abbu ammu 1/2 bochor age jiggesh korsilo biye korbo naki. mana korlam. ekhon jokhon korte chai, bollo je ek bare degree niyar por. hmm.. asholei.. amar jibon diye kichu hobena. pura puri useless n pathetic.
jaake miss kori everyday tar o nai thik thikana. ki korbo ami?
amar moto hopeless manush ki r kothao ache? hoyto ache. onek ache. amar cheye beshi o ache. kintu manush bole na? jar jar koshto tar tar kache.
sigh.
mon kharap........... kano kharap Janina....
Kichu korte ichha korenaa.... karo shathe phone e kotha olaa charra....
r o ekta Din..... bhallagena! Raatgula eto pain jae kan??
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