02-02-2007, 11:18 PM
Amar ei post ta ektu onnorokom.
Kintu ami jani, PORI eta porle khubi bhalo korbe.........PORI-r eta oboshshoi pora uchit ! (bole nei, PORI ke ami chini na…but she will understand my message)
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Ekta meye, jar charpashe onishchoyota...bashaye paye na khuje kono abhoy-awronno...tar darun ekta nirbhorota tar ek BHAYYA-r upor. Shob bhorshar shesh asroy tar ei Bhayya...ar Bhayya ei karonei Allah-ke shobshomoy thanx janiye eshechhe erokom ekta awshamnno chhotto apu pabar jonno...
Shei Bhayyai gotokal meyetake diyechhe jiboner shobcheye boro koshto...hoyto na jene shunei...kichhu kotha meyeta ke bhayya bolechhe ja bola uchit hoy ni ! Shei theke shei bhayya nijeke khawma korte parchhe na...
Ami jehetu shei Bhayya-taake abr aage thekei chini, amake she tar koshter kotha aj bikalei bolechhe...shune ami chokher pani atkate parini ! Tarpor Bhayya ke ami curse korechhi...eta tumi kibhabe korle?? Tomar bon-er nishchoi ekta gurutor complication cholchhe charpashe, ar she karone tar mathao thik chhilo na…tai bole tumi taake emon dhomok diye ja ta bolbe??
Bhayya bollo, he understands everything...and he shud have calmly handled his sister’s problems...kintu shomoshhs chhilo ekjaygatei...he did all out of his blind affection toward a boy named Emti....
Meyeta Emti-ke hridoy diyechhe, ulta bhabe bolle—Emti-r hridoy she niyechhe, ador kore taake nana modhur name dake. Meyeta ar Emti-r modhhe awnek jhogra hoy, bhayyar shathe tara share kore jemon bhabe umbrellar niche bristir shomoy asroy neye manush.
Bhayya tader dujonke nijer cheyeo bhalobashe…tader shukhe anondito hoy…tader dujoner shundor shonali future-er jonno ja ja korar dorkar, tai korte ek paye bhayya darano…
Emti-ke bhayya nijer bhaiyer motoi ador kore. Shei gotokal meyeti bhayya ke bollo: she Emtike chhara cholat kotha bhabchhe. Keno bollo ta bhayya pore realize korechhe. Sheta chhilo oi muhurter ekta kothar kotha. Meyetar bashaye tar maa taake awnek kichhu niye bolechhe…amon bhabe koshto diyechhe je meyetar mone hoyechhilo…ki labh eshob niye ebhabe beche thakar…tar cheye ami baba maayer happiness niyei thaki ar nijeke koshto dei…ami kure kure nishshesh hoye jabo…tao shobai bhalo thak….lagbe na amar nijer moto shukhi future!!
Tai she bhayya ke bolechhilo…ami onnorokom decision nite jachhi…She expected at that moment, bhayya will give her courage and motivation as usual.
Ekhon edike hoye gechhe ek kando. Bhayya ekhon Emti-ke awnek awnek ador kore…tar gelo matha groom hoye!! Ki??? Emti tahole ebhabe eto dur eshe probonchito hobe?? Etai amake takiye takiye dekhte hobe!!
Porshu-o meyeta jekhane bolechhe, Emti-ke chhara she ek muhurto bachbe na, Emti-ke chhara ar kauke tar pashe kolponai korte pare na (biye to durer kotha), shekhane gotokal jokhon meyeta bollo EMTI ke kosto dewar cheye tar maa-baba ke kosto dewa aro kharap… tai Emti chharai life gorbe..etc etc  … tokhom tar bhayya mijeke shamle rakte pareni! Outburst korlo prochondo bhabe….and told his apuni: if you now get of this wonderful relationship, you will lose me, your bhayya. And tat a…forget me now!
Saying so, bhayya came out of the chat.
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Raate meyeta sms korlo, bhayya…I was joking, tumi joke bojhoni,,,you are a bad communicator…ami erokom bad communicator-er shathe kotha bolbo na ar.
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Ei ghotona ta meyeta shathe shathe Emti-ke janaye in a pained heart. Etao janaye, Emti…ami tomari shudhu!! Ami just bhayyar shathe emni bollam..coz amar matha thik chhilo na!
Emti shomane bhayya ke fon kore, taro mon kharap…Emti understands the situation very well…kintu bhayyar mon to bhalo holo na…coz he knows very well, tar hot-tempered apuni ekhon khubi khepe ase tar upor.
Bhayya ki kore apuni ke bujhabe, ja ja he said to her—ektao tar moner kotha na? All were  heat-of-the-moment deliberations?
Bhayya ajke amake bolechhe awnek kotha about his apu’s problems. Ami awnak hoye gelam, bhayya shob kisui bojhe, tar poro keno matha groom korlo! Bhayya amake ja ja bolechhe, ta in brief holo:
(1)
Meyeta bashaye je problem ta face kore ta holo tar porashunar result. Tar CGPA expected level-e na. Jodio awnek awnek upore thakar kotha. Tar jonno tar maa normally khubi furious.
(2)
Shetar shathe add hoyechhe her affair with Emti…ja tar maa ke aro khepiye diyechhe…coz she is thinking as a mother: ei prem bhalobashai amar meyer barota bajachhe!
(3)
Meyetar jodi CGPA bhalo thakto, tahole ei problem ta awnek minimize hoto.
(4)
Meyeta r opor tar maa kono na kono karone thik oi trust rakhte parchhen na je: amar meye nijer biyer bepare correct decision nebe! So she always pressurizes for family choice and get rid of Emti. Ete meyetar matha temporarily kharap hoye jaye…then she things of dying even!
(5)
Ebhabe meyeta ekta severe mental stressful life par korchhe. Ekdike her love for parents (parents der dukkho dite chaye na kono motei), onnodike refined love for Emti ja tyar bahsaye manchhei na– ei tug of war taake nishshesh kore dichhe.
(6)
EKhan tgheke way out ki? Bhayya ja bollo ta holo, he sat that day with both leaving his official jobs for 1 hour, and explained all the possible do-s and don’t-s to both his apu and Emti. Tader etodiner bhalo mondo activity gulo bujhiyechhe tader (which both agreed) and ekhon theke WHAT-TO-DO actions gular ekta list tader diyechhe. Egulo follow korle in 1 year time, God willing things would improve.
(7)
Kintu tarporo meyetar bashaye mental trauma chole dekhe she gets control-less. Shejonnoi gotokal she told Bhayya about this out of anger…and bhayya made the biggest blunder by losing temper himself!
(8)
Ekhon bhayya je ki kosto pachhe, ta ami deklam. He is like achild who wants good people to shine in life all the time and shobai mile-mishe bhalo thakuk.
Ami ajke first time ekhane post korlam…post korar aage amar chance hoyechhe PORI-r lekha post-gulo bhalomoto pora…I thik I understand now her agonies…jegula thek taake beriye ashtei hobe.
Bhayya, tumi tomar chhotto apuni ke thik jebhabe unconditional support diye jachcho, ta amake move korechhe. Tumi tar theke ek payo norbe na. Tumi kintu amake ajkeo bolechho: if needed, you will take all risks for your sister and Emti…for their golden life…tara paliye giye biye korle tumi hobe main witness in their kabin (ta jeno na dorkar hoy, btw). Shei tumi kintu UMBRELLA meyetar jibone, mone rekho.
Raag uncontrollable hoye gele amio koto kisu kori…mean ki kori? Tumio je kisui mean koro ni, ta amar cheye bhalo ke jane ekhon?
Ami ajke PORI-r mashhome shei meyetike chhotto appeal korchhi : tumi bhai bhayyar upor ek bindu raag dhore rekhona lokkhiti. Ami 100 percent tomake like dichhi : tomar ar Emti-r jonno Bhayya tar jibone shon oshombhob attempt nebe. He said to me what you both mean to him. Tomader upor bhayya jebhabe affection djele deye sharakkhon, ta nijet bhai-boner jonno-o manush deye kina I doubt.
Eto boro post ami liklam, mon diye poro bhai...tomar kotha awnek aage thekei shune aschhi kina…khomota thakle amio jhapiye portam. Kintu janoi to…meyeder awnek badha….awnek jhamela…ami ekhon theke shb  kichhur jonno tomader supporter holam. Ar dirct action-er jonno bhayya namer manushtai enough.
Bhayya amake ajke etai finally bole diyechhe: prithibir shomosto lokjon jodi tar adorer bontar pash theke choleo jaye, taake ar Emti-ke dhongsho korteo chaye, shedin ekla ekjoni shomosto stream and wave er against e fight kore jabe…boner pokkhe.....and by Almighty’s grace he will make the impossible possible…
Shei manushta tomar Bhayya.
Kintu ami jani, PORI eta porle khubi bhalo korbe.........PORI-r eta oboshshoi pora uchit ! (bole nei, PORI ke ami chini na…but she will understand my message)
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Ekta meye, jar charpashe onishchoyota...bashaye paye na khuje kono abhoy-awronno...tar darun ekta nirbhorota tar ek BHAYYA-r upor. Shob bhorshar shesh asroy tar ei Bhayya...ar Bhayya ei karonei Allah-ke shobshomoy thanx janiye eshechhe erokom ekta awshamnno chhotto apu pabar jonno...
Shei Bhayyai gotokal meyetake diyechhe jiboner shobcheye boro koshto...hoyto na jene shunei...kichhu kotha meyeta ke bhayya bolechhe ja bola uchit hoy ni ! Shei theke shei bhayya nijeke khawma korte parchhe na...
Ami jehetu shei Bhayya-taake abr aage thekei chini, amake she tar koshter kotha aj bikalei bolechhe...shune ami chokher pani atkate parini ! Tarpor Bhayya ke ami curse korechhi...eta tumi kibhabe korle?? Tomar bon-er nishchoi ekta gurutor complication cholchhe charpashe, ar she karone tar mathao thik chhilo na…tai bole tumi taake emon dhomok diye ja ta bolbe??
Bhayya bollo, he understands everything...and he shud have calmly handled his sister’s problems...kintu shomoshhs chhilo ekjaygatei...he did all out of his blind affection toward a boy named Emti....
Meyeta Emti-ke hridoy diyechhe, ulta bhabe bolle—Emti-r hridoy she niyechhe, ador kore taake nana modhur name dake. Meyeta ar Emti-r modhhe awnek jhogra hoy, bhayyar shathe tara share kore jemon bhabe umbrellar niche bristir shomoy asroy neye manush.
Bhayya tader dujonke nijer cheyeo bhalobashe…tader shukhe anondito hoy…tader dujoner shundor shonali future-er jonno ja ja korar dorkar, tai korte ek paye bhayya darano…
Emti-ke bhayya nijer bhaiyer motoi ador kore. Shei gotokal meyeti bhayya ke bollo: she Emtike chhara cholat kotha bhabchhe. Keno bollo ta bhayya pore realize korechhe. Sheta chhilo oi muhurter ekta kothar kotha. Meyetar bashaye tar maa taake awnek kichhu niye bolechhe…amon bhabe koshto diyechhe je meyetar mone hoyechhilo…ki labh eshob niye ebhabe beche thakar…tar cheye ami baba maayer happiness niyei thaki ar nijeke koshto dei…ami kure kure nishshesh hoye jabo…tao shobai bhalo thak….lagbe na amar nijer moto shukhi future!!
Tai she bhayya ke bolechhilo…ami onnorokom decision nite jachhi…She expected at that moment, bhayya will give her courage and motivation as usual.
Ekhon edike hoye gechhe ek kando. Bhayya ekhon Emti-ke awnek awnek ador kore…tar gelo matha groom hoye!! Ki??? Emti tahole ebhabe eto dur eshe probonchito hobe?? Etai amake takiye takiye dekhte hobe!!
Porshu-o meyeta jekhane bolechhe, Emti-ke chhara she ek muhurto bachbe na, Emti-ke chhara ar kauke tar pashe kolponai korte pare na (biye to durer kotha), shekhane gotokal jokhon meyeta bollo EMTI ke kosto dewar cheye tar maa-baba ke kosto dewa aro kharap… tai Emti chharai life gorbe..etc etc  … tokhom tar bhayya mijeke shamle rakte pareni! Outburst korlo prochondo bhabe….and told his apuni: if you now get of this wonderful relationship, you will lose me, your bhayya. And tat a…forget me now!
Saying so, bhayya came out of the chat.
……………………………………………………………………†¦â€¦
Raate meyeta sms korlo, bhayya…I was joking, tumi joke bojhoni,,,you are a bad communicator…ami erokom bad communicator-er shathe kotha bolbo na ar.
……………………………………………………………………†¦â€¦
Ei ghotona ta meyeta shathe shathe Emti-ke janaye in a pained heart. Etao janaye, Emti…ami tomari shudhu!! Ami just bhayyar shathe emni bollam..coz amar matha thik chhilo na!
Emti shomane bhayya ke fon kore, taro mon kharap…Emti understands the situation very well…kintu bhayyar mon to bhalo holo na…coz he knows very well, tar hot-tempered apuni ekhon khubi khepe ase tar upor.
Bhayya ki kore apuni ke bujhabe, ja ja he said to her—ektao tar moner kotha na? All were  heat-of-the-moment deliberations?
Bhayya ajke amake bolechhe awnek kotha about his apu’s problems. Ami awnak hoye gelam, bhayya shob kisui bojhe, tar poro keno matha groom korlo! Bhayya amake ja ja bolechhe, ta in brief holo:
(1)
Meyeta bashaye je problem ta face kore ta holo tar porashunar result. Tar CGPA expected level-e na. Jodio awnek awnek upore thakar kotha. Tar jonno tar maa normally khubi furious.
(2)
Shetar shathe add hoyechhe her affair with Emti…ja tar maa ke aro khepiye diyechhe…coz she is thinking as a mother: ei prem bhalobashai amar meyer barota bajachhe!
(3)
Meyetar jodi CGPA bhalo thakto, tahole ei problem ta awnek minimize hoto.
(4)
Meyeta r opor tar maa kono na kono karone thik oi trust rakhte parchhen na je: amar meye nijer biyer bepare correct decision nebe! So she always pressurizes for family choice and get rid of Emti. Ete meyetar matha temporarily kharap hoye jaye…then she things of dying even!
(5)
Ebhabe meyeta ekta severe mental stressful life par korchhe. Ekdike her love for parents (parents der dukkho dite chaye na kono motei), onnodike refined love for Emti ja tyar bahsaye manchhei na– ei tug of war taake nishshesh kore dichhe.
(6)
EKhan tgheke way out ki? Bhayya ja bollo ta holo, he sat that day with both leaving his official jobs for 1 hour, and explained all the possible do-s and don’t-s to both his apu and Emti. Tader etodiner bhalo mondo activity gulo bujhiyechhe tader (which both agreed) and ekhon theke WHAT-TO-DO actions gular ekta list tader diyechhe. Egulo follow korle in 1 year time, God willing things would improve.
(7)
Kintu tarporo meyetar bashaye mental trauma chole dekhe she gets control-less. Shejonnoi gotokal she told Bhayya about this out of anger…and bhayya made the biggest blunder by losing temper himself!
(8)
Ekhon bhayya je ki kosto pachhe, ta ami deklam. He is like achild who wants good people to shine in life all the time and shobai mile-mishe bhalo thakuk.
Ami ajke first time ekhane post korlam…post korar aage amar chance hoyechhe PORI-r lekha post-gulo bhalomoto pora…I thik I understand now her agonies…jegula thek taake beriye ashtei hobe.
Bhayya, tumi tomar chhotto apuni ke thik jebhabe unconditional support diye jachcho, ta amake move korechhe. Tumi tar theke ek payo norbe na. Tumi kintu amake ajkeo bolechho: if needed, you will take all risks for your sister and Emti…for their golden life…tara paliye giye biye korle tumi hobe main witness in their kabin (ta jeno na dorkar hoy, btw). Shei tumi kintu UMBRELLA meyetar jibone, mone rekho.
Raag uncontrollable hoye gele amio koto kisu kori…mean ki kori? Tumio je kisui mean koro ni, ta amar cheye bhalo ke jane ekhon?
Ami ajke PORI-r mashhome shei meyetike chhotto appeal korchhi : tumi bhai bhayyar upor ek bindu raag dhore rekhona lokkhiti. Ami 100 percent tomake like dichhi : tomar ar Emti-r jonno Bhayya tar jibone shon oshombhob attempt nebe. He said to me what you both mean to him. Tomader upor bhayya jebhabe affection djele deye sharakkhon, ta nijet bhai-boner jonno-o manush deye kina I doubt.
Eto boro post ami liklam, mon diye poro bhai...tomar kotha awnek aage thekei shune aschhi kina…khomota thakle amio jhapiye portam. Kintu janoi to…meyeder awnek badha….awnek jhamela…ami ekhon theke shb  kichhur jonno tomader supporter holam. Ar dirct action-er jonno bhayya namer manushtai enough.
Bhayya amake ajke etai finally bole diyechhe: prithibir shomosto lokjon jodi tar adorer bontar pash theke choleo jaye, taake ar Emti-ke dhongsho korteo chaye, shedin ekla ekjoni shomosto stream and wave er against e fight kore jabe…boner pokkhe.....and by Almighty’s grace he will make the impossible possible…
Shei manushta tomar Bhayya.
