"Joyontikar chithi"
dear nova
tumar upohar ti shunlam...vishon...vishon bhalo...r shobceye bhalo lagche eta bhavte, je ami tumar moto etto talented, etto bhalo ekta manush ke chini..etto kach theke jani...jibone shotti jodi bhalo kore kichu kore thaki tahole tumake china, jana, tumar moto manush ke bondhu hishebe paowa...tae dhur theke kache giye amader se vishon priyo, vishon misti bondhuttota nosto korte parbona...na, ami kolkata jacchina...kolkata theke onek dhure theke onek kolkota-bashider ceye ami tumader kolkota sohor ke onek beshi valobashi..tumar moddo diye...tumar ganer modde diye...ami shudo jiboner baki je dhapta ache seta puron korte chollam..he, ami bangladeshe jacchi...dhakae amr ek fufi ke chiti likehcilam...buri shunei raji hoyeche...apatoto ekmasher ekta tourist visa niye jacchi...tarpor dheki ki hoe...he boi toi likhbo...ontoto chesta korbo...ondhokar theke alur dhike jacchi...dhaka theke likhbo...
iti, Joyontika..
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amr matha karap kore dicche ei chiti ta...actually bola uchit konto ta...emon montromugdo kora abritti...abesh ta bange ekebare seshe giye...jokon shuni, "iti J-o-y-o-n-t-i-k-a"...
December 22, 2006
aaj ki bisesh kuno din?...hobe hoetu...prokriti noile sokal theke emon kore nana rhupe sajche keno..mridhu mondo dokhina haowar subash choriye dicche sara ongo jhure..akash tao meghla hoye ache...mone hoe brishti nambe...
"amar sokol vhalobashae ..
sokol agath..sokol ashae...tumi chile"
ghun ghun kore gaan bajchi...ei hridoe akuli bikuli korche karo prottashae...niil akash noetu!...
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campus e giye jokon pouchalam tokon sare noita hobe...poichei library te chut lagalam...library-r 5th floor e Drubo(amr ek frnd) boi shamne niye bosha...
:"ki kobor drubo bhai..preparation kemon"...bole ami ekta chair tene niye tar ultodhike boshlam...r tin ghonta por amader ekta final...preparation jacchetae...r deri na kore ami bag theke notes ber kore pora shuro kore dilam...
kintu mon khali chutte chaiche...kichutei taake porar dhike tene dhore rakte parchina...emon korle ki kore hobe...r ekta tu matro final..."duhae laage baap onno chinta baad dey...dokhina haowa tu paliye jacche na"..mone hoe kichuta kaaj holo...jotil jotil question gulo moner nana dhorja janala gholiye mathar bethor dhukte suro koreche ter pacchilam...ekta bajte 10 minutes baki...er majhe obossho amr r o duejon frnd eshe hajir...shobari eki final...ektu por bag, jinishpottor shob guchiye shobai exam hall er dhike chollam..
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ekon baaje ekta 30...matro kichukkon aagei proshno pelam...peyei allah tawalar hazar shukriye adae kore fellam mone mone...motamoti easy exam...der ghontar bethore exam sesh kore ami hall er baire...amr frnd dujon tokono exam dicche...ei exam ta, asole professor tae bola uchit ajib doroner...kuno niddisto time limit nei...jotokkon khusi exam dewa jae...2 ghontae sesh korar icche thakle due ghonta...sara din boshe thakte chaile sara din...tu baire dariye ami paechari korte laglam..adha ghonta jae...ek ghonta jae..tara duejon r beroe na...seshe building er baire giye daralam...
jhiri-jhiri brishti porche...brishtir futa gulo dorar chesta korchi...raater akash tar dhike takiye se kadche keno jiggesh korbo korbo korchi porokkonei sokaler proshno ta abr mathae udoe holo..."aaj ki bisesh kuno din?"...bisesh din e tu...aaj je amr onno rokom ekti lokke pouchar din...
22 she December due hazar choi...College e aaj amr sesh din....
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apnar shes diner onuvuti ta amar onek porichito...ami apanr moto jjir jhir brishtir futa pai nai..22 june 2005..ekta rodela shokal... ami amar gradutaion ceremonir pracitce shes kore bashay firchilam...mathar upor prochondo rod chilo...tarpro amar akasher dike takiye kadte iche korchilo...mone hocillo agami koyek ghontar por amar etodiner chena jibon na bodle jabe...ami eka hete bashay firchi r oi rastatar shate kotha bolichi...r jabona oi rasta diye...othocho oi pothta chilo amar hatar shongi...eto gulo bochor hetechi oi pothta dhore...ar jabona? choke pani to ahsbey....
shes diner oi ounuvutita ami aj aey prothom share korlam... apnar ta pore eto valo laglo je lov shamlate parlam na...shedin iche korei mone chaichilo teacher der kach theke ektu boka kheye ashi...frnd ra mile aro beshi kisukhon hoichoi kori...
asholey student life, manusher jiboner shobchye modhur shomoy...teacherder kora restrictions, students dushtumi, examer age voyanok tension.....egulo valo jay na...
kichukkon aag porjonto monta amr teto hoye chilo...ekta mail pore...eki mail sokale pore ki khusi tae na hoyechilam...mone hoe hurahuri te porechilam bole...tokon jotota na mail pore tar ceyeo mail je esche se khusitei neche utechilam...
sei eki jon amr moner akash take ekon rangiye diye gelo...farak shudo ektae..mail er bodle ebar tar mayabi konthoshor diye...kothae gelo obhiman, kotae gelo ettodiner mail na paowar onuraag...nijekei jeno hariye fellam tar shommohoni sei kontoshorer jaale...
utal mon ekon nachte chaiche...tata toi toi kore...ural dite parle amr moner akasher sesh simana porjonto giye dekhe ashtam...dhektam nilima tar altu chuwae kibhave amr moner akash taake rangiye diye gelo...
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"dokhin haowa" shunchi...dokhin haowa jago jago/jagao jagao...jagao amr supto ei pran...
amr o chitkar kore ekon bolte icche korche..."jago dokhin haowa...tumar kumol haowar shitol porosh bhuliya dao amr sara onge...amr ei hridoye...amr ei niil-akashe..."
soshi...apnar oshamanno sritikotha diye amar ei thread ti mohimannito kore tulbar jonno anthorik donnobad janae...jotartoe bolechen...student life manusher jiboner shobceye modhur somoe..
apni apnar school jiboner sesh dinti darun bhave tule dorechen...kolponae jeno spostotoe gown pora apnake dhire dhire bari fhirte dhekchilam
..darun likechen
apnar jonno shuvo kamona roilo
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guru...apni amake dhonnobad janiye amake lojjay fele dichhen...borong apnar shobdo gulor maje amar choto anuvuti gulo apnake na janiye dhukiye deyar por apni birokto na houate ami guru ke dhonnobad janai...
guru toamy dhonnobad abaro eto shundor ekta nam opohar deyar jonne...apnar protiti shobdo amar matha kharap kore diche....amar khub jante icha kore nilimake...guru apni ki apnar nilimake kisuta bire niye ashben?