aNeek...
tui dui ghontar jonno kaure pas na.. r dui din...
ki j bolis na ...
jai hok...
amar obostha purai bera chera...
ekta project er dui ta design namaisi ekhon porjonto... ekta bhallagtase na...
ekhon tin no ta nambe.. disaster... ei term a ekta pure disaster hooibo...
majhe majhe ei duniatake, jibon take eto oshojjho mone hoe keno?abar ei amie ei jibon ke majhe majhe oshombhob shundor boli.manush eto odbhut keno?
manush odbhut tai tar jibon tao odbhut naki manusher jibontai ajob bole manush nijeo ajob??
dhurro... ki likhtesi esob...
bhalolagena...amar ashole kichudin dhore kichui bhalo lagtesena.upor die besh bhaloi din katacchi, but bhalo je nai ta feel o korte partesi.
dhurr.. abar ulta palta...
ei muhurte amar nijeke etto beshi oshohae keno mone hocche, keno???????
kadte iccha kortese, kadteo paresina...
Gaan shunte shunte chokh e pani chole asche..nanu er mrittubarshiki chole asche abar..amar life er shobcheye kacher manush ta amar shonge nei bhablei ekta emptiness chole ase nijer moddhe.. boro bhoyonkor shunnotar ekta onubhuti..
Black cloud er silver lining er moto amar ekta jinish niye ektu happy o lagche.. amar baaki important manush gulor ekjon abar firey asche amar nagal er moddhe..
AMar last 2 days bhalo jay nai....ei prothom eka eka bashar baire kothao cchilam she jonno temon ekta na. Borong je jaygay cchilam sheta besh shundor place, aar amar kaaj tao oto boring na jodio khub rod e ghura ghuri korte hoecche ebong aro hobe. Kintu tarporo cchoto cchoto kicchu ghotonar jonno ami kicchui pura puri enjoy korte parlam na. Borong shob kicchui kemon jeno teto lagcche. Life ta etto difficult keno!! I really hope amar confidence level kome jabe na eshob e.
nef apu kothay chhilaa .. ki korchho .. kamon acCho .. aro detail e bolbaa .. ?
sare tin week kaj korar por sir dekhe bollo redo...amar mone hoi more jawa uchit...ken j beche asi tai nie gobeshona korar ekta chotto iccha chilo... kintu apatoto amar gobeshona protibha chapa dia design protibhar bikash ghotate hobe... tai oi protibha kemne bikoshito kora jai tai nia eekhan gobeshona shuru korar chinta bhabna kortesilam... kintu uporer karone tao possible na hoyatei ses mes design nie bosar chinta bhabnai korchi.