ONEKKHON dhore khujtesilam somewhere to express my thts...karon like \"moushumi\" said emon kichu jeta notun thread kholar moto kichu na....Khola Diary is the perfect place so i\'d like to start off by thanking moushumi for starting this....to the point now....honestly speaking bam side je ei reputation er choto green red box gula eita ami etodin notice i kori nai!!! tarpor ke jani bolse je ek theke char e dham koira geloga or samthing like that tokhon kheyal korlam..tarpor misho bhai ke jiggesh korlam system ta ki? amake misho bhai koilo je keu dite pare +ve othoba -ve...etc etc....frankly speaking im not bothered bam e ki...but i always try n think from other ppl\'s perspective its a habit of mine.....and if i was another member of this forum lukin at myself....and i had 2 greens after being here for 1 year....and sum1 had 4 in a month....i\'d be like \"HALAI CHAIRTA KEMNE PAILO\" lol! its true! naturally i am happy offcourse and i dont kno who but i appreciate and thank all those ppl who gave me greens and boosted me up! but out of respect for others who hav been here for much longer and it really isnt fair so i\'d request a mod/supermod/advisor to gimme a red or two and bring me down to 1 green or 2 maybe hehehe... the only person who i know personally and hence comfortable enough to easily ask je bhai plz koi ek ta red diya dan is misho bhai....so misho bhai doesnt matter which thread...amare ektu naman...ami onner jaigai hoile chet tam ami chei na keui chetuk....so nanire pochaisi boila red dan ba man u supporter boila red dan kotha na kothai diya dan
ORE ALLAH DIRECT EK E.....lol im kiddin...ekhon i feel more humble...feeling ta bhaloi lagche...thnk u to whoever gave me the red...
sona gelo laskata ghore nnie gese take kal rate
faguner rater adhare jakhan gese dube purnimar chad
moribar holo tar sadh...badhu sue silo pase..sisutio silo
prem silo asa silo ...tobu deklo kon vut...
ghum keno venge gelo tar?....othoba hoeni ghum bahukal....laskata ghore se ghumae ebar....
jibonanonder ai kobitatar sathe nijer onke kisui mile jacche
keno jani na
amar bodhoi realization khomota ektu vota
othoba mmm... maybe slow
shobai eto kanna-kati korchhe... kintu ami to tar kono karon khuje pelam na!!!!!!!!!!!
..... ektu vul bojhabujhi to shob group-ei hoy... amra to manush!! naki? tar upor keu shamna-shamni kotha bolina... eshob lekha-lekhir modhhe to bhul-bojhabujhi aro beshi-i hobar kotha... manushki tar true feelings/she ki bolte chaichhe lekhe shob-shomoy bojhate pare?
naki ami kichhu miss korlam!!! baparta ki bola jabe?
othoba beshi buro hoye gechhi .. chhoto khato shomoshsha mathay dhoke na
na re appiii....
tumi bhul kichu bujhcho na...hoito amrai over re-act korchi...
mane ami to obosshoi...
amar olpo tei bhoy hoi...grouping er jonno ami onek shundor shundor friend circle chokher shamne nosto hoye jete dekhechi...
ghor pora goru to, shidure megh dekhlei bhoy lage...
r shobar kotha jani na...
tobe amar mon ajo khub kharap...
onner doshe noi...
nijer upor e nijer boddo obhiman hocche...
aj post o korte icche korche na...
bhaloiiiii lagche na....
dost dukkho korish na
sab kisur e ups and downs thake
kono kisui kokhono puropuri constant hote pare na
ideal case amra sudhu theoretically pete pari
practically sab kisutei vejal thake
kintu setate chintar kisu nei
chakni gulo ai samay e kaje lage