Boshonto Family

kotha chhilo agamikaal amra 4 jon school friend mile cox\'s bazaar jaabo 5 din er jonno ..
train er ticket kataa hoye giyechhe .. bag o guchhiye niyechhi .. ajke shokaale giye last kichhu shopping o kore ashlaam ..
ektu aage shunlaam amader ekjon[raeed] er dadi\'r sorirer obostha khub kharap .. uncle chole giyechhen mymensing .. jabar age aunty ke strctly boole giyechhen jaate raeed ke na jete deya hoy .. amon obsthay raeed ke fele to amra jete paari na ..
.. sO program cancel ..
hmm .. koshto ta je ki pOrimaaen hoche ta bolar moto noy ..
emni tei bashay boshe boshe pochtesi .. kichui korar nai .. shamne tour er kotha bhebe besh fOorti te chhilaam .. akhon dhaka je ki pOrimaane nirashokto laagchh eto bole bujhano shOmbhb na ..
shobcheye pain holo .. ami chokh mukjh kalo kore boshe asi .. ar maa chorom khushi .. karon aami cox\'s e jete paartesi na .. ato nishthur hoy ki kore shobai .. ? .. pain ..

mOar bepaar ta holo raeed er dadi chorm oshustho bhebe amaar mon kharaap hochhe na .. mon kharap hochhe amader cox\'s bajaar jawa hochhe na ei bhebe .. kaalke khola diary te shoily \'r reply e \'hoy to\' ei type er kichhui bolte cheyechhilam .. wierd amaader chinta bhaabna .. wierd amra kichhu bodh-shokti-hin nishthhoor manush ..
hotath nijer bhitor e ki jeno mochor diye uthhe .. huhu bedona te chokh jhapsha hoye uthhe ..
ami sure na ei bedOnar utsho ki ..
hoi to ta nijer attokendrik manushikotar lojja ..
kingba hoi to ta again shei cox\'s bajaar e na jabaar afsos e

hmmm...tor goto post ta pore amio bhabtesilaam j kisu bolbo...
kintu r bola hoe utheni...
jai hok...amra eto beshi death face kortesi idadnin...eto bomabaji-accident... ekhn kemon jeno odbhu lage ...kemon onubhutishunno mone hoi nijeke...
khub kutshit ekta onubhuti...

ajkal mora kono ghotona naki
protidin e morse keu na keu
protidion e morbe
kalke hoito amar khabar paper e chapa hobe..
porsu onno karo
kissu ki korar ase
akhon ai bepar ta ato chele khelar moto bepar hpoye gese je aita nie keu vabei na
protidin e to sabai rastae berucche jan hate nie
basase firbe kina tar kono nischoyota sarai
kintu sei sab nia ki keu ar akhon ha hutash kore?
kore na
bneparta chola chanachur er moto sahoj bepar hoye gese
je kono jaegatei je kono samay ei je karo je kono kisu hote pare

Gum venge gelo vor 5am. Off day gulute ja hoi. Age gum venge jai. Tai vablam boshonto gure ashi. Onek din dore kisu post korbo vole vabcilam. Kisu Kora o holo. Ajker kajer list ta onek boro. Deka jak koto dur hoi. Flying Carpet by Claude Challe\'r album ta sunci.Vore ute gan sunar moja e alada. Mobile dutu alarm bajie janan dilo utthe hobe.

Manush er bones er ekta special quality hocche joto pressure beshi pore toto dense hote thake seta..and otake bhanga totoi beshi difficult hoye jaay.. amar relationship tao dekhi joto jhogra hoy totoi beshi strong hoy..prottekbar mone hoy ai bujhi gelo gelo.. kintu tarpor dekhi its stronger than ever before..